Can you read my mind..?

If i could read one persons mind for the next 24 hours i think i would want to read my dads mind, not my step dad, my dad. With the things he has been doing and the way he has been acting, i would like to know why, and what his reason is. After he kicked me out last year ive been wondering why and stuff like that and i sorta have a reason but its why his girlfriend wanted me out of her house over things i was accused of, but i would want to read his mind to know why he wont get a hotel room or something like that every other weekend so he can see his kid, I mean why wouldn't he. I want to know if  i ever cross his mind at least once or twice a day. And i want to know if he really believes what i am being accused of. ive accepted the fact that the man who adopted me no longer wants to be a father to me anymore, i just want to know why more than anything.