Week 27

"Sunrise"
      She sits at night with her head in her hands wondering how much more of this she can take. She feels like everyone who tells her that no one cares about here is right, shes starting to believe everything the bullies have been telling her since she was in fifth grade. she feels as if its finally caught up with her. everything and anything anyone has ever said to her all floods her head at once. She gets up and calls her friend who feels is the only one she has that cares about her and he well being. He answers even if it is three AM "whats wrong?" thats the first thing he says to her. she begins to try and tells him shes not sure she can handle living much more, little did she know he was bout to say something to her that was going to change her mind set on everything thats happened to her in the past and everything thats happening to her now. "Listen to me" he says "you are amazing and you are worth it. if you can calm down even just a little and listen to what im saying. all those people who are saying those things to you, they dont know you, they dont know who you are, they dont know what has happened to you in the passed, all they know about you is your name. they can say whatever they want but you know the truth about what they are saying you know its all crap." all he can hear is her crying "Hey listen to me ill come get you in the morning as soon as they sunrises, youve just gotta make it until then. You can make it to the sunrise dear. I know you can." he stayed on the phone with her and as soon as the sun started to rise he left this house and came to hers. he slowly came into the house and went to her room to comfort her. he sat on the bed and let her cry on his shoulder while he sat there holding her. "I told you, you could do it. Youve just gotta think i can make it to the sunrise and then once you do ill be here, ill wait everyday for the sunrise if i need to, if thats what its going to take for you to be okay then i can do it everyday" she smiled at him with her tear soaked face. he smiled back at her. he laid down beside her, and he whispered in her ear as she fell asleep. "You can make it to the Sunrise..."

Week 31

The only advice i can think of to tell the incoming juniors is to make sure they do their homework, and yes there is a lot of it but they have got to do it. they should try not to worry about everyone else until they get their own stuff done and try to stay calm when they get flooded with homework and tests and finals and everything else stressful about school. i found out writing out all of the home work assignments they get is definitely worth doing. another thing is DO NOT MISS MORE SCHOOL THAN THEY HAVE TO!! it is a pain to get caught up, especially if  they don't have a study hall, or if they don't use the study hall as they should. (they should really use the study hall(s) it really is helpful)

Week 30

The five people who i would want on my would be 1. My mom 2. Anna 3. my friend Allison 4. Dakota (my boyfriend) 5. my friend chase
those five people know more about me than anyone that i know. they also are the people i go to when things get tough for me. i know they will always be there for me when i need them. my mom knows how i am when im home. anna knows things about me because ive gone to her for advice more times than i can count. my friend allison could fill me in on my life in 8 grade to last year which a lot has happened. Dakota well honestly hes knows everything about me, everything my mom knows, everything anna knows, everything allison knows, everything chase knows about me and more i tell him everything. and finally chase, hes been a really good friend of mine and has been since he moved to eureka  when i was a freshman i believe. hes always there when i need someone to cry on and hes always been there. he knows all of my emotional issues and problems, which you know its a lot. thats my panel of 5 experts on my life.

Week 29

maybe the adventure we go on will end with me just staring at my class mates and wondering whats wrong with this class. hudson trying to get us to listen and trying to teach us something. brody trying to get everyone to laugh. anna making inside jokes and almost being totally oblivious to whats going on in the mean time. and thats just fine because thats how i like this class. just with most of us doing our own thing yet getting along with everyone at the same time. we would probably just end up going somewhere people think would be a good idea and a great place and it be totally awful and everyone will complain about it. i can see that happening honestly.. thats it.

Week 32

Most Interesting Part of This Class: Beowulf
Least Favorite Part of This Class: the midweeks, not the homework aspect of it, but the learning of it.
Hardest I Laughed in This Class: When Jacob compared Grammar to an infomercial
Favorite Memory from This Class: when Brody and Jeffrey decided to have a sword fight.. i just it was something I will remember
Best Thing About Hudson as a Teacher: She is very very understanding, and we always, ALWAYS get off topic but we still get stuff done.
Thing Hudson Could do to Make This Class Better For Future Classes: I cant think of anything 

Any Final Comments for Hudson: Keep doing what you're doing, you're doing a fabulous job my dear 

Week 26

Something i could have said instead of what i had said? i mean honestly i wish i just wouldn't even had said anything. like why did i waste my time and energy on drama and dealing with peoples mouths. thats what got me where i am and i have no drama in my life and people who try to start it with  me just get ignored completely and im doing just fabulous this way. its making my life more stress free and allowing me to be a happier person, when i say things i just learn to accept what i said even if it wasnt the right thing, at all. you cant change the past so i dot see a point in dwelling on anything thats happened in the past.

Theme Songs

honestly my theme song would probably be Kids in the Dark by All Time Low. The lyrics mean something to me. something personal to me. and it reminds me that im not alone in how i feel and thats what i want everyone to tell like, i want people to know they are not alone at all. no matter how they feel, people may not understand the situation but they may be in the same boat as you. i just always felt so alone when i was having hard times and when i heard this song it instantly reminded me that i wasnt at all. when i seen the music video is when i really stopped feeling so alone, granted the song didnt just magically make me realize i wasnt alone but it helped, a lot.

This is how the beginning of the song goes.. 

"Here we are,
At the end of the road - a road that's quietly caving in,
Come too far to pretend that we don't - we don't miss where we started,
Looking back, I see a setting sun, and watch my shadow fade into the floor,
I am left standing on the edge
Wondering how we got this far, (how we got this far...)"




Heres the link for the music video if you wana listen to it - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SaIegdJxTsE